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First time doing it and had a great time doing it. It was fun, hard, but fun. We own some old wooden drivers and ended breaking one, the rest are fine. Anyways I realized I'm better at putting then I am at smacking a golf ball really far. I think my furthest was like 50 feet, the shortest was like seven feet. None were really bad I just felt awkward hitting the golf balls because everyone else hit them like 150 feet plus. Yep, that's today's news, sorry if it doesn't seem to amazing.
Fear
Totally chickened out on donating blood a second time. I begged a sibling to go with me, so he did... and then he donated blood, and I didn't. The reason, well I felt like I was going to faint. Totally embarassing, I hate that feeling. That's twice where I've had bad experiences donating blood. DANG IT! Ugh, and I'm a person who LOVES serving others. It's just BS I say... BS.
"The only thing we have to fear is fear itself" ~FDR
CURSE FEAR!!!
Changing Stuff on here
So I got rid of some of my personal information, and then I added a little bit more random stuff about me. Then I looked through some deviations to try and shrink my current number of 2,586 deviations to look through. Now I'm just figuring out what I want to do with the rest of my day.
Not Feeling Well...
Other then the title.... I changed my deviant picture thing to the same banana... but with aviators... :p Also I changed my mini quote/ thing from the Future dentist thing... to a quote from Harry Potter. One more thing... I'm not sad.... I'm just OCD conscious right now. I was walking in the grass in bare feet... and now my feet are dirty!!! Anyways... I've eaten way to many brownies today, and watching thescarysnowman on youtube helped make my day. Also I watched the movie Home Alone. Other then that... I'm just okay.
Chaos
There's so much stress in my life right now. It's like a match that can ignite on any surface, if it hits something, it sparks and ignites. It's like if poke your sibling that hates it when you touch them, they JAB you back and then you battle. I can't feel happy when EVERYONE is busy. I can't feel happy when I don't see something to make me happy... not even brownies. Those make me feel worse because of the bad they do to you.
I'm sorry all my journals seem sad.... sadness is a part of me right now. :/
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